27.3.08
I wish I knew what to do..
I can't escape this feeling that what happened with Logan really was my fault. I just don't know. The other thing... and this is just completely weird... I've become so accustomed to my depression and feeling like there's no light at the end of the tunnel, that when I'm not depressed, I miss it and wonder what's wrong with me. I become self destructive in an attempt to recapture the feelings of depression that are alluding me. Seriously, how fucked up is that? Who could possibly miss depression... *sigh* I wish I knew what's wrong with me. I know my life is fantastic and for the most part, I actually feel that. so... why the hell do I want to be depressed?
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