Lost

I keep screwing up left right and center. Everything is just happening so quickly and I don't know what to do. I'm cutting again... and to be honest.. it feels amazing. I hope I never stop again. I really hope that. The only reason people don't like it is because it's taboo. It's frightening to them because they choose not to understand it. I'm tired of people acting like I'm insane for acting on my impulses. It's no more damaging than binge drinking or smoking.. it's just more obvious when it comes to the damage I'm inflicting.