This move is driving me insane. I haven't re-read my last entry to ensure no repeats, but I'm moving in 2 weeks. You really can't blame me... much. My entire life is all packed up. I'm waiting to hear on the apartment and I'm starting to freak out. I have only a few clothing articles left in my closet - most of which are work clothes. I have one pair of pajamas out, no books (oh I'll get to books next) or movies and just a few things left out. I just hope my move goes smoothly. I hope. I hope. I hope.
Books. Oh god am I ashamed. I read the Twilight Saga. I am so ashamed at how much I loved them. I am an intelligent, well educated woman and things like this should NOT hold any water with me. But God I loved it. I loved the whole story even though the writing was like a 5 year old had written it. It was so good. I let my inner 14 year old out and now she just wants more more more. So I'm renting the movies through Netflix and then I'm pretty positive I will want them for Christmas along with Harry Potter. *sigh* I hate being reminded that I am such a girl. But like my cousin reminded me, everyone needs a little junk food every now and then.
I've noticed an increase in the number of married men who are hitting on me. It went from none to 3-4 a week. I don't get it. I'm not interested and I would really like to know where they're getting the idea that I would be interested in saving them from the monotony of their marriages. I'm really not. I'll be friends with pretty much anyone, but I'm not going to be the woman who breaks apart a marriage or worse, a family. I just don't get it though. Yes, I have a thing for older men, but I didn't think I had to specify that they be single as well. I honestly believed that was a given. Unfortunately, I am like a lightning rod for the lecherous men of my current area. The one that upsets me the most is that one of them is a friend of mine from high school. I don't want to break up his marriage. He just had a baby for Christ's sake. I just want him to be a happy man with his new family and to watch from the sidelines. And the biggest issue with all of this is J. I'm not even available. I'm just in a long-distance relationship. It certainly doesn't mean I'm available in the slightest. I just wish these "outstanding" examples of manhood would just work on their marriages and making their wives happy instead of turning to me in the hopes that I will make things better for them only. *sigh*
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