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Dating your best friend is just weird. I mean, there are obvious perks - you know them incredibly well and you don't have anything to prove, but I don't really know how to behave. I love him, but how much is too much? I don't call him too often, but I text him daily and instant message him every evening. I just don't want to be "clingy" or make him think that I don't trust him. I do. Implicitly. I know he loves me as much as I love him, he's just not very demonstrative about it and I am. But he lets me hold his hand in public and occasionally will put up with a quick kiss on the cheek. I love that he does that. I know it sounds odd, but he's just not very comfortable with pda and I try very hard to be sensitive to that. I'm the type of girl who believes in holding hands and if the moment is right, kissing in public. Anyways... I guess my point is that I really miss him. I've never been a fan of long distance relationships, but for him it's completely worth it because I know where this ends and I want to be there for it.