Creep

*sigh* I'm giving up on grad school. K gave me a "come-to-Jesus" talk and I had to listen. I didn't enjoy having reality thrown at me, but she's right. Going to grad school right now would be selfish and wrong. L deserves a childhood with his mom around, so I'm going to do my best and make things work for us. I'm just really scared that I'll never get to follow through with my dreams. I'm going to start my voice studio and I'm going to join a professional choir and I'm going to take voice lessons. I will be immersed in music as best I can be.