Yeah I know it seems like such a dour title, but it's really not. I've just been listening to a lot of Ani DiFranco lately. I'm still as confused and scared as ever. How exciting for me. I'm trying to keep focused on the happy though. Choir tonight. Practicing this afternoon. Harry Potter tonight... I can't wait. Ever since the last book came out I've had little else to look forward to... at least in the land of literature.
To be honest, right now I'm just tired of feeling so lost. Perhaps all of this is just a foolish mistake made by my following my heart. I've always been guilty of doing so and it often gets me in trouble. Unfortunately its just how I'm wired. I follow my heart and have little choice to do otherwise. I love with all my heart and without reservation. I just wish I could receive that in return. I deserve it and its one of those things that almost feels like a requirement. And yet I'm so reserved when it comes to displaying affection. At least I can acknowledge it I guess.
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