The Edge of the Ocean

I hate money. I genuinely hate it. I think it is the root of everything that is evil and those that obsess over it are absolutely insane. It's not like you can take it with you when you die. It's a stupid thing to obsess over because all it does is make you want more and more and more. I hate money. Maybe it's because I never have any of it. Oh well, right.

I'm not really having a great day. I'm a bit down.. I miss J... I know he said I could call him anytime, but to be honest, I can't. It's just too hard to hear his voice and not tell him I love him. *sigh* I hate break ups. He called me a couple nights ago... it murdered sleep for me that night and I ended up crying again. I was just starting to get my feet under me again and to be able to walk with my head held high without feeling like crap about the break up. I hate that we had to break up. I hate that we did break up. And I hate that I can't just call him and beg him to let me take it all back. It's for the best though. Chin up Aimee Lou...