The Way I Am

I'm having a seriously lazy day. It's 2:30pm and I haven't gotten out of my jammies yet. I don't really mind it either. Clara is sleeping at the foot of my bed and S is sitting next to me reading while L is at the pool with his friend and his family. I've been thinking about maybe joining them, but that's a lot of effort to put forth. I know that sounds incredibly bad, but at least I'm down with the fact that I'm depressed. Plus it's too f'ing hot out today. I personally don't even think L should be out in it, but I'm not gonna be the bitchy mom who says no to fun. I usually am anyways. Besides, I'm not in the mood to go fry so he can have fun. Let his friend's mom do that. Christ I'm bitchy today. I was even picking on the people on tv. *sigh*

One more day and L is gone for 3 weeks. I'm excited that he's going. He'll get time with his dad, and both sets of grandparents. And I get a much needed break. I'm going to miss him, but I'm going to try to enjoy the time. I don't get breaks the rest of the year, so this will be epic. I'm celebrating by seeing Harry Potter tomorrow night. It'll be fantastic. :)