Wake up

I'm feeling a bit better today. The world has stopped spinning and I'm hoping to be able to work tomorrow. The last two days in bed feeling like poo have been boring boring boring. I did the church gig this morning and that went well. Now I'm just trying to figure out what to do with my day. Staying home seems pretty boring (especially after the last two days) but no one really seems to want to do much of anything.

I've been trying to plan for Christmas. Yes, I know I'm a Jew now and technically shouldn't be celebrating the holiday, but I figure that it's been so secularized that there really isn't anything wrong with letting a little boy think that a fat old man brings him presents in exchange for baked goods and decent behavior. I just didn't have the heart to take Santa away from my boo. Anyways, I've been trying to get everything ready seeing as how my mother and one of my brothers are coming down. So I'm worried about what to feed them. I'm trying to give up pork, but ham is the tradition for my mother and I don't want to take that away from her. *sigh* I know I'm just trying to please people and when that happens no one is happy, but that's who I am. I'm trying to make everyone as comfortable as is possible. I'm not thrilled about having to sing at the church job on Christmas eve, but it's an obvious time that I knew I would have to work - besides it's their holiday anyways and if I can help make it a little nicer for them, awesome.