Machine

I had a horrible day yesterday after my post. I can finally write about it because I finally talked to J about it. I met a friend for coffee. We had agreed to meet cause he had already done the grad school thing and I wanted to pick his brain. Turns out, despite knowing my relationship status, he wanted to kiss me and boy did he try. *sigh* I feel like it's all my fault, but I know I did nothing wrong when I politely dodged him and said that I didn't feel that way about him. He's been trying to call me all day to apologize... or at least that's what his voicemails have said. I've set his number to straight to voicemail when he calls. That friendship is so over... he's married for crying out loud. I keep wondering if I should tell his wife, but I don't want to be the cause of their marriage ending.. besides, she'd never talk to me again. *sigh* Oh well... I'm a good girl.. good girls tell.