Turpentine

Today has pretty much sucked. I wish I could be more eloquent about it, but it's just not there. I'm lucky to have such great friends though. S sent me mental hugs, K said she'd come and cry with me if I wanted, Ja brought his kids over and we went swimming and S said we can go shopping tonight. Distraction works for me *sigh* I know this is supposed to be for the best, but it hurts so fucking much.